Each writing will start from the story of my life, which makes me have a lot of new perceptions about the definition of life. The older you get, the more new thoughts you will come up with. Luckily, I live where the era of social media and the internet has developed rapidly, so I receive a lot of motivation through there. Self-development through life processes and experiences makes me appreciate myself more.

The term is a quarter-life crisis, wherein in your 20s you will feel indecisive about your life and your future. You often feel jealous of other people’s achievements…

Lately, I often feel bored and tired psychologically because routines and busyness have disappeared since the lockdown moments that require me to stay at home. In the morning, wake up, have breakfast, take a shower, start work, and be interspersed with looking at social media, napping, meeting briefly, then having dinner, watching drama, and sleeping again. It’s really very boring. Routines disappeared and helped eliminate the intentions and dreams that I wanted to live in the future. It seems that being sane is already grateful and still being able to be healthy is a valuable thing during this pandemic.

The…

Almost 1.5 months just staying at home while working, all the drama seems to have to wait for the new weekend to update. Even the old dramas are boring. It feels like watching something else that is more fun and diverse. Then, start opening youtube and watching YouTubers who are cafe hopping at the aesthetics coffee shop. Wow, it feels like I haven’t sat in a coffee shop for a long time. It feels like when scrolling through the gallery on my phone, a lot of memory is just missed. …

One time, I was scrolling through the LinkedIn Page and saw one person who managed to get a job offer in top consulting, continued the Management Trainee process at a large company, his business entered the accelerator and several other programs at the same time. In the midst of feeling confused, I will fail many times when I have given 100% effort, like feeling a feeling of insecurity that keeps popping up in my head. Like feeling fortune and luck are not on my side. Then, start judging yourself by what has happened.

But, after the anxiety began to subside…

The month of July felt very fast like the wind. In my country, the COVID-19 situation began to peak into a second wave since July 1st. I remember that day I got my first dose of vaccine. Then, fever and headache appeared, so I had to rest. While working at home and getting things done in bad conditions. Survive boredom and feelings of stress.

Stress is the most influential cause of disease symptoms. When I’m stressed, other illnesses start to appear, such as stomach acid and headaches. The body feels weak and can’t do anything, there is no energy at…

Failure is probably a word that not everyone is proud of and tends to avoid. Guilt arises in everyone who experiences failure. To self-blame and feel incapable of achieving everything. Then, a sense of excessive insecurity arises when remembering that our self-achievement is inferior to others.

However, in reality, failure is something that is more often accepted than success. The process of succeeding at something requires repeated failures until we feel tired and give up. It feels like failing to have its own share at every stage of human life. …

I am a coffee lover — to the point where I have a detailed coffee preference that I enjoy every day. When I already like a certain menu in a coffee shop, I will buy the product almost every week, even every day. In Jakarta, coffee shops are growing very fast, which can be seen from the number of new coffee shops. I’m starting to like cafe hopping, exploring from one coffee shop to another.

There are several reasons why I love coffee so much. Not just a cup of a slightly bitter drink, but the ambiance. I am happy…

Everyone has their own preferences in determining their career path. But one of the important things is what kind of company is right for you. Although someone has said that don’t look for the right company, but the right job. In my opinion, the company has more contribution in career and professional development. Especially when surrounded by intelligent people who encourage you to have the same attitude and goals.

I have known the company culture since I took vocational education. I started trying to do an internship at a typical different company. Although the field of work is the same…

In my country, the cases of COVID-19 continue to rise at this time. The situation outside the home is described as dire as more and more people are dying. The description of the funeral process for hundreds of people continues to be covered in the media today. The news of grief with the death of a close person is also increasing. The outside world is described as very scary because the virus is spreading very quickly and many new variants appear with increasingly diverse symptoms of the disease.

Human mobility is increasingly limited, certain permits are needed to only ride…

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